January 26, 2010
I can’t.
What a emotional day..
I got myself late to class today, luckily no detention from the lecturer. Set myself down once I found my place, lecturer is not teaching anything. Just roughly do a very short discussion about advertisement. Not really focus in class and got myself thinking. And so I was thinking about it through out the one hour. How would this feeling stop? Asking myself. I miss you so badly today, to the point that I really want your presences to be around me. Wore a black out fit to class – emo. I wish I would just continue with my college day with you, while you are on your working days. Everything are possible, but can this be possible too ? I had myself break down when I’m on my way back home. I cant even drive.. I had to stop myself to cry because, when you drive and cry its dangerous. It is suffering.. I wonder how can you live without me and not even think about me when we had so many things happened together before. I cant do it now.. I just cant. Have faith – says Jacqueline.
Logging off,
Carmen
p/s: thoughtIcould,ButIcantdoItnow.
CARMEN LIM
